i find my self in so many transitions
of accepting myself
i find that i never gave myself the chance of discovering the beauty of me
i feel almost everyday i have an overwhelming sense of confusion with my emotions
i would stress my self out for things that i need to get over
is my life worth all this self guilt?no.
its just hard to force old habits out and feel comfortable in a world where things are so uncertain and you constantly have to fight for your survival
i am excited to transcend forward in my life, but there are things i need to take into consideration and leave behind.
step by step i see progress, but the majority is just a waiting game, in these last couple months i am challenging myself to let go and to take every thing in around me, i am embracing deeper into my emotional core and instead of feeling like there is something wrong with me, i am going to accept the fact that this is me and god damn it i am a wonderful, beautiful, smart, and creatively talented woman! and no one will make me feel different.